Anxiety stroke the silly guy. He contemplated over every reply he made to her. He wanted her so badly, that he kept opening up facebook to look for notification of her replies.
Conversation over conversation.
They knew each other better than before, and the silly guy knew she was the one he had been looking for. And, he made a confession to her too.
He vowed to win her heart, by crook or by hooks.
The silly guy was strongly determined to cut down weight and buff up the physique. This was all due to:
She neither rejected him nor accepted him. She gave the silly guy a chance to prove his worthiness. However, he did not catch the hint, and he made mistakes over mistakes.
And.... The silly guy made her angry...
The silly guy went panic seeing this message.. He could not do anything but plead for her forgiveness.
Her birthday was approaching, and her anger towards the silly guy stayed.
She visited the silly guy's hometown with her friends..
He knew he missed the opportunity to date her out, and he decided to make her a song...
The lyric went:
今天是7月2号，静静在家里坐好，想想如何是好 (因为)
今天是你的生日，你还在为那件事情，说我毫无浪情
浪漫好听的话我说不出口，就这样脱口伤了你的心
愚蠢笨蛋无脑是我，做些什么(祢补我的错)，我反复想了又想
我错了，我真的错了，请你原谅我
我想说声对不起，请不要再生气
现在我想对你说生日快乐，天天快乐
花朵礼物我不送，你也不会要接受，(只因为)你我也不会很熟(但是)
我渐渐喜欢上你，脑子里一直在想你，心里有你的痕迹
对你的感觉，我尝试表白，可是我没得到命运的安排
你对我还是没有感觉，我明白，我真的很失败
我认了，我会一直等
等到你的心被打动
现在我只能说，我会等，我会等
And, he recorded the song and sent it over to her email.
He waited for days, and no reply was received. He knew he had screwed things up..
The ultimate test for the silly guy came when a guy named Mike Wong appeared.
Apparently, the guy managed to win her heart, making her comfortable and happy.
The silly guy knew his chance was going slim, and his morale went low...
He did not know what action to be taken, and he knew the girl he loved prefer the Mike than the Silly.
Until a Wednesday, he took a bold move when he acknowledged the Mike was going to propose to her on his birthday.
The silly guy was afraid to lose her.....
He bought a bouquet of flowers
which weren't looking great...
The silly guy wanted to win her heart before the Mike. He made up a story, and he made the girl attend the Economic class that day. While, he purposely went late to the class. He put the flowers at the guard house, and he would bring them out to her when he and she went out from the class to the car park.
The plan worked out well, and the silly guy finally had her as his girlfriend.
But.... The story did not end there...
They were posed with many challenges...
Frequently, they quarreled and argued over small, medium and big issues.....
For many times, they came to the verge of breaking up.....
They always thought......
They quarreled, they reasoned;
they cried, they hugged and kissed, they recovered;
They fought again, they thought it's the end, they ground through it;
And, this cycle repeated every week..........
Yet, their love grew stronger, they understood each other better..
Things got better when the silly guy finally learnt to tolerate, to be sensitive to the girl's needs and wants, to love her the way she liked...
They made it to hold each other hand with better love...
They could hug each other tighter...
They could kiss each other more passionately...
And it took them more than a year to craft this relationship....
The duration which many couples would not even go through.
They began appreciating each other more than ever...
And, good memories started to be built in their relationship...
Together, separation, together, separation, and together.....
The silly guy and his girl thought the relationship would have gone stronger and less quarrel should occur when the silly guy returned home from Melbourne...
It wasn't quite true....
The silly guy and his girl saw the year 2013 a positive one. At least, they were now together and long distance relationship was a history....
This time, the arguments and quarrels occurred more frequently, and they were at a more severe degree....
The arguments happened in many occasions, often in an unreasonable basis....
Somehow, in every end of an argument,
They compromised and they promised to love each other better....
And, in the subsequent days or weeks, the same cycle repeated....
The wounded heart was unhealed,
And their love lived like a broken heart attached only by a pin....
The silly guy started to wonder,
"What has gone wrong?"
And, the upset and frustrated girl would have thought,
The silly guy had changed!
He had changed to a worse one....
The only problem existed between them was
The lack of communication
And, perhaps life changed...
The silly guy started growing into a more matured guy...
He entered the workforce earlier than the girl,
While, the girl was left studying still....
The silly guy had less time to be the girl's best friend, her best companion,
Just like old time....
However, the silly guy's love towards the girl had never been fading...
He loved her more than ever, and he would make up for everything he could,
Just to have a smile on her face...
He wanted her to be happy, a joyful girlfriend of his....
The dumbness within the silly guy did not help him...
Times and times,
He did not convey the message on the extent he loved her....
He let her complaint....
He let her cried.....
He let her alone.....
And
The silly guy kept quiet...
He thought things would go into the right direction, by itself....
But, he did not know,
He was the only one responsible in leading their love into the right direction....
Months after, the silly guy's girl started her work....
And, the situation worsened....
More misunderstand,
More quarrels,
More fights,
More cries...
The loving life was a history...
They no longer saw each other in the way they did in the past...
There were no longer happiness and excitement between them,
but only cautiousness and wariness in avoiding conflicts....
Until recently,
The silly guy finally thought....
That's unhealthy...
That would lead to something more disastrous...
He made up his mind....
He wanted to reignite the sparks in their love story....
And
The silly guy recalled all the sweet memories he had with her...
He would want to find out what should have been done to rectify the rooting problems between him and his love....
He would want to bring back the happiness and loveliness in their love life....
He initiated steps........
The silly guy had a message that he wanted to send his girl,
But he had no courage thus far...
The message reads...
The silly guy had many more to talk to his girl,
And, most words could not describe them..
Today....
The silly guy opened up his old ladtop,
And he found the source codes of the old webs he made for her...
Some of the writings,
In the end of the day,
The silly guy only loves the girl,
Angeline Gan
He does not want to lose her in his life...
He wants to be loved by her...
And, the silly guy will try his best to get things back on track...
He will behave appropriately...
He will give her all the attention she needs...
And,
He will love her full-heartedly...
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The ending of their love story???
And.....
This shall be kept in the mind of the silly boy...
- End -
Also, he wrote 'The Old One' in the past....
